Its 10:30 at night. I worked today from 8:45am-9:00PM. Talk about a long day… I got home and Andrew was sleeping soundly, just like he was when I left this morning. Steven’s kids are with their Mom and my Nephews are with their Dad. Steven was in our room playing his video game. I got out of my work clothes and fired up my laptop. Unfortunately my work day wasn’t quite over.
So now its a night of me working, writing, and watching Supernatural while Steven and I both mow down on junk food. I like being able to work from home on the paperwork side of things. I officially have 4 weeks left until I sit down with my bosses to decide if I want to stay on, or if they should start looking for my replacement.
Don’t get me wrong, I love my job… Most days. Its nice being back in my hometown and working with a clientele that I understand, in an area that I know. I’ve been able to keep my work/home life balance pretty well. I have time for my friends again.. Stepping up means that balance will be a little disrupted. I’m already working 43 hours minimum every week. If I step up I’ll be required to do 50. Its not a huge difference and the pay is better. I just don’t know. I’ve been with this company for over 7 years… Is it time for me to move on? Or should I stick with it and see where it takes me?
That’s a decision for future me and a discussion that Steven and I will have to have. Feel free to leave your thoughts if you have any.
All I know is: 1) its my Friday 2)Tomorrow is my best friends birthday and we’re spending it at the beach with our families 3)I’m tired as hell 4) I love that I can sit here and work and write sitting next to this amazing man who loves me enough to put up with my work schedule ❤
Write again soon 🙂
Being a Mom is HARD 